Cut Off From The Energy Of Others


saturn manSaturn is currently transiting my 2nd house.  I’ve covered this transit before, mentioning “earning your self esteem” and “defining your values”. Money is often limited.  All of these things are real and valid but I wanted to write something, less common and perhaps not known at all.

Saturn transiting your second house cuts limits access to the 8th house or the energy of others. You have to do whatever it is you’re doing, on your own for the most part.  Check the list in the first graph. I am working on all of these things and I am doing it alone.

Let’s see.  My husband, Ben and Satori are all fully occupied.  That’s just a sample, but my point is, I can’t lean on these people are this time.  It’s just as well.  Whose responsibility is my self esteem? Who is supposed to pay for me?  Who is supposed to define what I value?

I’m not saying I like this but I do understand it. I want to give you a tangible example how this is played.

Just after Christmas, my site malfunctioned in a serious way.  All the sudden, the site was down as much as it was up. It was down overnight, more times than I can count. Now look at that list.  Can you see how daunting this was? How come I can’t fix my site!!

I tried to get my webhost to do it, but it wasn’t their issue. CArRiE wanted to help me, but I had such a mess on the backend, she did not feel confident she could do it. It was also going to be a big job. She was hesitant about charging me fairly. I didn’t want to take advantage of her kind nature so I told her, I’d figure it out myself, but call if I got into a crisis.

I hate tech stuff. I find it daunting and confusing but I went on Fiverr and got this site totally built from scratch for 1/8 of a quote I’d been given.  Risky?  Maybe. But I had to face that fear and sure enough, thirty days later, I had a new website.

Next, I had to do something about the 23 years of garbage on my server.  It’s embarrassing, right? I am avoidant, clearly, when it comes to doing this type stuff, but I was feeling “supported” after the website came off okay. Classic for Saturn, by the way. I went back to Fiverr and hired a database expert.

Now if you’ve been around here awhile, you know I’ve been hacked to the core and sabotaged in many ways. I had to provide my root password to this stranger to get this done. I saw no other way forward, so I gave it to him.  He killed this job. He slaughtered is, deleting 50GB of junk, I’d been paying to store; never mind the affect on the performance of the site.

The site is great post having this work done, but the transit is ongoing and I need to get my costs down.  My husband retired, right? Less money. He’s also carrying for his dying mother and he’s ill himself, with surgery scheduled.  It’s up to me to make sure we’re viable so I started to look into alternative, cheaper, non-managed webhosting.

I asked here and there. I went to forums.  Long story short, I went back to database guy, who is also server admin.  He is going to move my site to new hosting and set me up on a very different situation.  Once the work is done, my costs will be dramatically reduced.  The site should be blazing fast, which of course, I love.  Can you feel my self-esteem solidifying?  I’m going big time with my little site!  This new site will be “tight” in all ways. It won’t drain (Pisces) my funds (Saturn).

I think this is a good example of slowly and methodically, plodding through a problem, gaining confidence in my ability to handle it, as I go.   If you’re having this transit and waiting for someone to save you, don’t. You’ve got to do it yourself.

So yeah. I’ll moving my blog to Germany, with Mercury retrograde. Please note, I am not worried about this, because I have faith.

Separate but related, there’s also this Pluto rising Solar Return of this blog, taking place on April 9th.  It really is do or die.  Looking like “do” is what’s in the cards.

Thanks for your support.


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